2012-12-19. General.
Cutie and Yuvu???
I am asked all the time how I came to yuvu. It's been a little over a year since I'd joined and in that year I've come a long way. It was all very innocent on my part at the beginning. I had no idea places like yuvu existed. The only person I had ever cammed, perved or got naughty with was the guy who brought me here. That would be the dick in my videos. I guess i can now admit that i was addicted to him and too emotionally attached which was something he couldn't handle. And if I am honest with myself, I don't blame him. We have known each other over 30 years now as he was my very first fuck. We remained "friends" on and off. Off because he chose to disappear every now and then...sometimes for years, without even a goodbye. Killing me each time. But I was always thrilled when he returned into my life. I shouldn't really use the word friends though because friends don't usually treat each other the way he's ultimately hurt me. He thought the chatroom would be a good safe place for him to chat and see me. Next thing I know he wants me to get on cam in the English room to see the reaction of the other guys. I was petrified because i am shy by nature and quite insecure, so we went into one of the other rooms that was empty and I got on cam. It wasn't empty for long..soon a young guy came into the room and viewed my cam. That was Cuties first yuvu cam experience and I slowly started camming and chatting more and more.
Towards the end of that year he started to act distant and cold and right after my birthday he deleted the name I knew him by. No explanation, no goodbye. Just a "be careful". He basically abandoned me in a world in which I had no experience. Not that I was surprised. He'd disappeared on me numerous times over the years but the hurt was still the same. I continued to visit the english room and when asked, I would tell my story of how I came to yuvu. At the beginning it was cathartic for me as I was hurting and did not understand what I had done wrong to deserve this treatment. I knew he lurked in the room and discovered his new names a few times but he would just delete them again.
So I am blogging my abridged story now because a year has passed and I no longer feel the need nor do i want to repeat the answer to the question: how did Cutie come to yuvu and then why does she stay? Well I already told you how I came here. Now I'll explain why I stay. I stay because I have found that I really enjoy chatting with most of the guys and ladies too. I enjoy the sexy interactions that I longed to continue with him but was denied. I love how nice and sweet and sexy and dirty Cutie can be. That is me and I love that i can express myself in the chatroom in ways i can't in my real life. This place has given me a confidence that I did not possess before. I want to thank each and every one of you here who in their own way has helped me to move past him. I know he lurks here still. But I no longer care xxx
Happy New Year!
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Wow! Very nice!............Tom
2013-06-14 by charles_dickens
Hottie!
2013-06-09 by mmmGODO
Lovely lovely lovely and nice girl ... THE BEST! :) When can I see you in cam the day is beautiful. Thanks!
Hi Cutiepie Fantastic profile. Beautiful photos, sensational vids and a very interesting blog.
2013-05-29 by AbdiEEL
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2013-05-26 by kater07
mhh hot nice vids !!
2013-05-26 by kolohe1
Beautiful pics they are all so sexy and I wouldn't mind showering with you. You have a very tight body that makes you so sexy.
2013-05-19 by charles_dickens
big like for the new pics! curious about what is more to cum (except me ofcourse...)
2013-05-15 by periodicalmess
You really are a cutiepie. I could eat you up. Hope we can chat sometimes. Bye cutie :*
2013-05-14 by keko_81
My pleasure. Your are gorgeous. Hope o see u soon. All your pics turn me on....
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