What is the inspiration for a blog?  What makes me stop everything I am doing or need to do and go to the computer to write? Thoughts and dreams from the night before or messages from "friends" who ask me to tell them what I would do if I had the opportunity.  What would I do if I had the chance to meet a couple who would like me to come over for dinner by myself?  Who obviously seem to be attracted to me in a way I really don't know what to do with!  I know I am attracted to the man and his wife is tall and dark and gorgeous and so IF I were into women....she would be my type!  Would I be interested in touching her or have her touch me?  Could I possibly enjoy watching a man touching his wife while he is looking straight into my eyes?  Could I relax enough to just live in the moment and enjoy the exploration and titilation?  I really truly don't know. I don't want to put myself into that situation and then maybe make them feel badly if, at some point, I want to bolt!  So, I need to imagine it myself, put myself there, in the moment and dream about how it would feel.  

I think the best way to see if it is something I would enjoy is by watching first!  Just be a "fly on the wall" and watch them enjoying each other.  I can imagine that he will be dancing with her and slowly but surely start to caress her bottom, slowly bringing her closer and closer until he is rubbing up against her and her breath starts to become shorter and I can hear her gasping a little bit.  

How would I feel if the roles were reverse?

So I am back after an hour of thinking about it and think I should just go with an open mind and see what transpires.....what do you think i should do?

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My secret lover knows many others -  but none like me.  He shows me MYSELF and allows me to OPEN myself completely.....to discover that I LOVE to open my legs so wide that it almost hurts. That I love to fantasize and try new things and have adventurous sexual experiences.  There is no judgement - only acceptance and pleasure!

I am visualizing him right now, sitting at the computer working at something or other whileI am reading in my chair,  when suddenly he brings up a site with sounds that I have never heard before.  I realize that he is looking at a porno site and I can hear the sounds of a woman almost crying with pleasure.  Instead of looking at what he is seeing,  I imagine what they are doing.  I say they, because I do ask him what he is watching and he says two lovely curvacious women pleasuring themselves together.  Each one is touching their own pussy and tickelling their own nipples side by side and that is what I am hearing. He doesn't look at me while he is telling me about it but he concentrates on what is before him.  He tells me that they are in the middle of a plush carpet facing each other with their heads on pillows....nice and cozy with a perfect view.  They are inspiring each other by copying the moves they are making .  One lovely red haired woman of about 40 years old is squeezing her beautiful large breasts with one hand and slowly circling her pussy and caressing her own thighs without touching her pussy.  The other dark haired and brown skinned woman is watching while she too touches herself but she is putting her fingers in her pussy and then licking her fingers before squeezing her own nipples with her wet fingers. Oh my, I say as I too begin pulling my black panties to the side and touching myself but trying not to let him notice.  He is oblivous to what I am doing....or so I think.  As I get more turned on by the sounds, I feel my juices starting to flow and quickly drop my panties to the floor and kick them aside. I am now almost lying across my chair with my legs up as though I am still reading but secretly have my hand buried in my own pussy which is opening up more and more as the sounds make me hotter and hotter.  I ask him what is happening now and he tells me that they are toucing each other now and that they are again following each other's lead slowly but surely putting their fingers, and then more fingers deeply inside each other's sweet pulsing pussy! Oh my, I feel an orgasm coming even before my fingers touch my clit which is burning and cold at the same time.  It is so hard I cannot bear to touch it unless I put my fingers to my lips to wet them and then draw them down to my pulsing clit and touch it ever so lightly only to groan out loud.  That did it....he looked directly at me to see what I was doing and smiled and got down on the floor in front of the chair and said OPEN those big legs girl.....open wide and show me what you got....  I almost screamed with pleasure and did as he said....still hearing the women gettng hotter and hotter and yearning to see them now.....I barely touched myself when he put a finger inside me while I was touching my own clit with my wet fingers and circled it faster and faster as he slowly and strongly pushed his single finger inside me, touching my g spot in just the right place and didn't change his position or his thrust for a second as I pushed against his fingers and squeezed my own taught nipples and strained against my own wide open legs until I thought I would faint.  As my orgasm appeared he held his hand perfectly still deep inside me as I tortured my own clit so fast my fingers flew as though out of my control until I screamed and felt the grip around his fingers and the juices creaming out of me and pushing his fingers and hand right out of me with the force of my orgasm......in the background I could hear the women coming back to my hearing and they were laughing and celebrating their orgasms as I laying panting half on the floor and half on the chair. My orgasm wasn't over as he slowly started to push his fingers in and out of me and I could feel the swelling begin anew until I had another orgasm deep inside me that pulled me right off the chair!  I bgan to laugh with delight because what started out to be just another night became a delightful surprise thanks to his sneaky way of turning me on with the sounds of the girls having fun just like me!  hmmmmm  I think I will go find that video to see them for myself!  Once I can get up that is!!!!!

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Something drew me to the site today at lunchtime.  I wasn't hungry for food today but just felt restless and not settled. I thought I would watch my favorite video of a man making himself come.  I could hear sounds of women breathing hard in the background of his video and fantasized at the thought of being hidden away and watching women watching him as he massaged himself so very slowly - achingly - with such strength and stamina to easily take his time surely just for our pleasure.  He knew just what he was doing and made sure we could see every smooth inch of him and his tremendous cock.  I am getting turned on again just thinking about it.   As I pretended to watch from my special place, I felt myself as though with his hands, touched myself as if it were him, as if it were the women who were groaning with pleasure.  I felt hot in my throat and my neck and soon my face was flushed with pleasure as I grew hot without even for a second letting my gaze fall from the screen.  Oh, don't stop for a second...my breathing is rapid and my heart is racing and there it is, there it was, here it is again....that heat that starts in my toes and works its way up my calves, my knees on the inside, as if his tongue were reaching there, and then up through my closed legs to force them open wide until the heat reached my soaking dripping wet pussy....................ahhhhhhhhhhhhh how sweet.

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Did you ever watch someone playing music and wonder what it would be like to be a piano?  To be the keys that the fingers are floating over? Did you ever wonder what it would feel like to have the fingers stroking your tummy the way they are stroking the keys...quickly and slowly.....hard and soft............ending in a crescendo of sound that may just be the sound of your own throat groaning with the pleasure?  

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