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The Beast and the Slut part 2

A languid, sensual feeling takes me over and I whisper to the band - "Autumn leaves". I seat in the piano and my fingers start playing the opening chords of that music and the group starts to fall in place. I occasionally look at the bar and she's still there, listening to the music. God, I'm drunk, since when have I played for a girl that I don't know? The song ends and I go down the stage, ready for another drink, directly by her side. "I see you liked the drink I sent" - she was holding a cocktail just like the one I payed her. She thanked me for it, while I apologized for fixating on her back. We talked a bit more and things were going well. Out of nowhere she just said she needed to go to the bathroom, whispering in my ear to meet her there. She left and a little bit after her I follwed. We met in a stall, drunk kissing while my hands enjoyed her body and she scratched my sking under my shirt. We started undressing each other while I kissed all of her torso, enjoying her perk nipples, her sweet cherry scent and the smoothest skin I have ever touched. With nowhere to put the clothes her pants were a bit a problem, but her ass was out of this world. Round and smooth, tight like I've never seen. I slapped it there and then, biting it afterwards and turning her around, liking her pussy in an hungry manner. When she was panting and I had enough of her juices and her hands pushing my head towards her I got up and took my cock out and slammed her. From there I lost control and started to fuck her roughly with full strenght, getting even more turned on by her panting. My arm around her hips, my hand on here shoulder, cock inside her and going full throttle I felt her cumming while she directed my hand to her boobs and squeezed it. Her pussy started to hug my cock even tighter and I'm sure we were being heard but I was to out of it to care. I came at the same she had her second orgasm. We cleaned ourselves and she smiled at me still a little out of breath -"That was fun! See you around", then she winked, and left.

The Beast and the Slut part 1

The bar was almost void, it was still early in the night and the sax twirled in air, mixed with the scents of beer and the hot, stifled air that came in from the open door. I drank a beer, enjoying the cold liquid and the bitter taste that went down my throat while my eyes darted the women dancing in the dancefloor, the skirts flopping around, pairs of beautiful legs twisting my lust. The minutes flew by, the jazz filling my ears that already buzzed from the alchool and I saw a group of three girls just giggling and talking across the room. All of them were tempting of their own way. One of the brunettes was small, with tight leather pants hugging that perfectly shaped ass and small, braless boobs swaying to the beat of the music, threatning to jump out of her white top. She turned, letting me appreciate that perfect shaped back, all that naked tantalizing smooth skin... I felt my cock growing, my mind racing to slide my hands across that torso, my lips tasting the sweet skin of her neck... The beer slided across my suddenly dry throat while a lusty grin brew on my face. All of a sudden, her blonde friend notices me oggling and my eyes turn to the most interesting ceiling corner ever. I curse the drinks that make me so unbridled that I'm noticed on a now moderately filled bar. A few moments later I tentively look in the general direction but apparently I'm still in the radar, damn! I focus on appreciating my drink, my tongue restless and sensitive, definitely too aroused by now. Although my eyes are not there my mind still imagines that back and that body. I'm distracted by a voice ordering a mojito next to me, seeing one of her friends asking it. I'm surprised but I take the oportunity to apologize earlier, I really didn't notice how obvious I was beeing. She stiffled a laugh, pointing out how so not subtle I was. I whince at the commentary, but being an habitué of the place I could pull some small talk, finding that they were from out of town, here on vacation. As an apology, I sent a drink of her friends choosing for that black haired beauty on the group. Being known as a creep in not on my bucket list. I turn to face the stage where my friends are playing, listening to the music and relaxing. They're good, but I knew that when I got them the gig, otherwise I wouldn't trusted them this night. The sax player gestures me to come to the stage and I wasn't going to deny an invitation by such a fantastically bust girl. She just turned to me and asked for my help in the piano. I wasn't really counting on it tonight and already a bit drunk so I started to refuse, but she just pleaded, bending over so I could hear her on the stage. There is nothing a guy can do to resist to a woman pleading him a favor (especially when she's giving such a delicious show). I climb to the stage while my friend tries to get an applause from the room. I look to the bar and I stil see that girl, looking at the comotion from the bar counter, sipping from the cocktail she just got.

The punishment

I have recently gained a lot of weight, something that didn't please my Mistress. It was obvious that I needed to lose it and gain a better shape, one that was more atractive to Her. It started well, but easter came and I regained all the weight I'd lost... Of course, punishment was due. I had been warned of what awaited my body if such thing occurs. And I was determined to suffer without complain and be an obedient sub. The fun part was obviously the shopping, I always love the preparation involved in the sessions. I went to the pharmacy and got two syringes. Returning home I got all the household objects required for today. Miss logged on early that evening, one hour earlier than scheduled. So I had little time to take a shower and an enema, plus shaving my pubes, but I did it all in less than half an hour. First, I was evaluated, of which I had a poor body to show, barely any progress since I had gained weight. Only after Miss inspected me did I started the punishment. I tied my balls and tied them to a big wooden spoon and put the spoon behind my legs, stretching my balls. Then I took the needle from the syringe and tried to pierce my nipple. I was really scared of injuring myself but I trusted Her and tried my best. It really hurt, but I wasn't able to pierce trough them. I tried in one nipple, then the other, then the first one again, but I couldn't pass the needle all the way trough the other side, no matter how strongly I pierced... Then I was ordered to pierce my foreskin instead, since I couldn't pierce my nipples and I succeeded. Mistress was pleased with my punishment so she continued with the session. I tied the spoon to my feet and pulled. I always loved roped and I loved this position, it really turned me on, even if I was worried about stretching my dick. Some joi ensued and then I was told to stand. With the roped I couldn't stand fully so I was in a semi crouched position that is very difficult to mantain for long. It was in this position that was making my muscles burn that I had to countdown to cum, otherwise I would only cum on the next session. It took me three tries, but I finally exploded with a huge cumshot that I spurted all over the floor. I don't know what is it about the ropes, but I love the felling of being tied, it's so exciting!

The anal session

Last week I finally got the guts to buy some toys. I already had a bit of experience with anal, but mainly just fingers and never really prepared for anal. As such, after I told what I've bought to my Mistress, I was ordered to put a show. First, I got a little lube and rubbed my cock slowly and sensually, until I was nice and big. Some smacks in the dick, or in my balls, a little masturbation... Then, I got on my back and started to caress my asshole with some lube, stroking at the same time. I took the vibrator and started to put it in my ass, very slowly, feeling it stretch around the toy and filling my ass with it. I moaned a little while I inserted it, my hard cock starting to drip precum. I took my thumb, cleaned the precum off my cock and licked my thumb clean, enjoying the taste of my own precum. After some tugs I turned the vibrator on and felt the vibrations in my lower body, letting louder moans out and enjoying sensation. I started to fuck my ass with it, lying on my back, legs high in the air, reaching around my ass. After a while, Mistress told me go sideways, for confort, so I tried to pull the porn angle and fucked my ass with my legs closed, lying on my side, cock and balls stuck behind my legs, while I turned the vibrations a little higher and relaxed my asshole around the toy. I then played with my cock a bit, while fucking my ass, teasing it. I got back in the same position and started to jerk my cock while I had the vibrator on my ass, edging and upping the vibrations. Mistress told me then to take it out of my ass and put it on my cock, trying to make me cum from there. Unfortunately I couldn't completely, after some time working on my cockhead and milking precum of my cock I worked slowly on my lower shaft and let go after feeling my cum rising, exploding all over the table and vibrator. I loved that orgasm and it felt really good and complete! I really loved those vibrations, and I get it now why they call it toys. I'm definitely repeating this experience! Next stop: cumming only by anal!

The Whore

I parked two streets away from the red light district. Even this far you can hear the noise, the party going high. The clock marks 1h38 and the night it's in its high point. I walk towards there, the cold wind hitting me in the face, giving my slightly drunk self a bit more awareness. As I approach it, more and more people start to be in sight. Not only solitary middle aged males but a lot of young guys in groups, women sometimes in the mix as well. I see the first window not long after, a petite girl clad in blue lingerie, over the top makeup and a slutty look on her face, gesturing the street costumers in an attempt to get their money. Even if I know it's a business, I'm fascinated from such behaviour. The windows slide after one another in a slow pace, dozens of women of all sort of shapes entice me to come over, some almost successfully. Then, I saw my choice: she couldn't be muchc older than 20, dressed in tight short jean shorts and red suspender. Only. Her white legs were swinging on the stool she sat on, making her breast sway and tease, her light, sexy nipples making the occasional appearence. She looks at me through the window, not a gesture for me to approach. Her friend seems eager to make a quick buck and signals me but I don't give a fuck. I start to feel a smile coming to my face, like I haven't felt in a long time. Not an happiness smile, a savage, primal one. My feet turn and I walk in her direction and knock on her glass. We say hi and I ask the price: 50 bucks, 25 min, suck, fuck, 69, anal, change position... I go inside, the interior is lighted in soft purple, combined with one of those cheap airfreshers, but my sight was on her. She was almost my height, about 1,75m and thin. Her soft legs went on to a small, cute ass and an enticing back, ending in a thin, long neck and long blonde hair tied up on the top of her hair. Her voice is soft, although a bit low, reminding me of velvet. I go to the bathroom, refresh myself, and go into the room. She was already going onto full customer service mode but I wasn't really looking for that tonight. After I stopped her and made her sit by my side, I touched her legs very lightly while my licks kissed her neck. She seemed a bit nervous, but this calmed her down. Slowly taking off the scantily clad girl I started to kiss her body. She was so much better than my girlfriend... Calm, beautiful, tasty... For 25 minutes, she was mine, and I was intent on enjoying her. I go on top of her and inside. She didn't feel too warm nor special, but I was really in the mood. As in a tacit agreement, she didn't talk for the whole 25 minutes. Her breasts felt heavenly in my hands and were really big for her body, making the proportions just amazing. As I begin to grunt she also responds with a few more movements in tune with mine, finishing me inside her. I dress myself, walk with her towards the front of the shop and leave. She was the most beautiful woman I've ever been with, and probably, ever seen. And for 25 minutes, she was mine.

The shaving

Recently my Miss has asked me to shave. I was a bit nervous because I have never done a full body shaving and I am a bit scared that my girlfriend would find out. After all, she wouldn't like it and it would be very suspicious. But after she told me she wanted to have even less sex than usual I wasn't so worried anymore because in 2 months it would probably grow back. So I very excitedly did my first body shaving! I didn't think too much on the act, but I feel so nice when I obey my Mistress! My cock jumped a bit when I took the shaving machine and started to shave one leg and took a picture. I already had two pics from before to send to Miss, as per her request, as well as the orders from her on how to shave: each portion, one pic. After the legs I got the indication to shave my belly and chest, then arms, then cock and then ass. It wasn't so difficult but also not so smooth because I used a razor and not wax bands. But I think Miss was very pleased with the result! Now I have to get a training regimen to buff up a little and lose all this accumulated fat I have from the holidays and from before. Wish me luck!

6th Session

My sixth session

In between all my sessions, Mistress would let me masturbate and cum at my will, but I would always try to save it for her. This time it was different. I was not allowed to cum nor masturbate until the next session. It was very, very intense, as this was my first time not masturbating for two weeks. Although I tied my cock in between and did a little of fooling around, I didn't disobey my Miss. When we finally scheduled a session, my dick went hard just from opening my cam to my Mistress. Instantaneous hard on. I was really really horny and as usual, I had no clue about what the session was going to be about! I opened TeamViewer and the session started.

First, she inspected my body: made turn around, showing myself on cam naked, then a close-up on my cock, balls, ass and armpits. I really like close-ups, they make me feel exposed, vulnerable, but at the same time, I get the sensation that they really please my Mistress! After the inspection, Miss made me go on my knees and put my face on the ground with my hands behind my head. I got to admit, it was a bit confusing, especially since I couldn't see the screen and I thought I wasn't seeing the messages from Her. I had to repeat the task. It wasn't difficult, nor especially interesting for me, but I guess Miss liked it, so that makes me happy. When I finished, Mistress opened a random dice thrower and proceeded to explain that the number of the dice was how many balls slaps would I give to myself with a wooden spoon. First it was three slaps with a 6/10 strenght, and then more three with 8/10 strength. While I slapped my balls, Mistress started to go through my history and through my bookmarks, to see what I had been seeing. As ordered, when I finished, I oiled my cock and gave a few jerks to it, to keep it hard. Then I put my open hand in the cock head and started massaging it, while moaning and grunting from the sensitivity. It is difficult for me to take it, my legs start to twitch and my muscles tremble after a bit, but I preservered for my Miss. Then, I was ordered more slaps in my balls, more massage and a few more slaps. Maybe it is weird, but when the pain of hitting my balls starts to spread and I jerk or massage my cock at the same time, it's a very intense sensation and I love it, makes me moan like crazy! Mistress stopped me and told me to put oil on the floor and rub my cock between the floor and my hand. It was very difficul to do that while doing it in a way that Mistress could watch me, but I managed to pull it off my lowering the cam and draging my lower body in the floor. When I finished, Miss jerked me fast and intensly for a few seconds. At that time she picked one of the videos I've seen and made me masturbate like in the video. It was so hot! I loved that video and especially that dominatrix. If you don't know her, she's Maitresse Madeline, and she's hipnotic! Anyway, I was supposed to follow her and I did. Boy, she's good at denial! Everytime I was getting excited she would stop and tease the guy in a different way, but since I wasn't part of the action my cock just stood there, hard and oiled, waiting for a restart. In the middle of the video, Miss stopped it and said that if I wanted to continue I would have to roll the dice and slap my balls hard with the number that was there. I quickly did that and then got back to following Maitresse Madeline. After that video was over, Mistress chose another. This one had a naked guy strapped to a table and a dressed girl jerking him, edging him and trying to give him a ruined orgasm, completely hands free. I have a big CFNM fetish, and when I mean big I mean really really big CFNM fetish! It was so exciting! I loved jerking to that video, it was so good, so frustrating! I almost edged several times and edged actually once! Like in the previous video I had to roll the dice if I wanted to continue, but that only made it more difficult to hold back the edges! This process continued for a few more vids, and I was getting really horny and edgy. I was sat down by now and moaning like a bitch in heat! All of the vids were about edging and orgasm denial, so I was in for a treat. My mind had flown out of the window a long time ago and all I had in my had was following the Mistresses and not cum, as well as holding the edges. In the last video, when I was allowed to cum, I was completely mad with pleasure! The video wasn't at that point yet, so I kept following it, managing to cum sometime after but this cum was even bigger than normal! I got cum everywhere, even in my hair! After I came, Miss told me to massage my cock head with an open hand and it was the most intense sensation I ever had! I whimpered and trembled until my Miss was satisfied. She was very pleased with me because I managed to hold off 1h30 even when I hadn't masturbated in two weeks.

5th Session

My fifth session

This was my first session that required a codeword. I was looking forward for the session, but de codeword made me excited and fearful at the same time. The feeling of going deep in the rabbithole, but dreading the consequences of such action. I love that feeling, stepping into the unknown, unguarded, excited and fearful of the future! I worked extra hard to get all the tools for my Mistress. Eager for the time to pass I prepared everything with extra care and attentiveness. Then, as usual, I edged before the session... I was so horny and so needing! My dick was hard even before I got naked! Femdom porn was on the phone and I edged, imagining what my Miss would do to me, how would she order me, will she like my performance? Will she make it hurt too much? Can I go through the session without using the codeword?

After several edges and moaning it was time. I prepared myself mentally as I almost drooled in antecipation, naked in the bed, exposed for my Mistress. First, the clothespins. I have very sensitive nipples, so it hurts a lot, but this time it was a bit easier. One in each nipple and I was feeling the pain tingling on my body. Next, on the pubis, two as well. This ones were very difficult to put, everytime I moved the jumped out... But then I was told to take the rope. I always wanted to try bondage, it turns me on immensly! It is, without a doubt, the moment I hoped it would come in the session! As ordered, I tied my balls with 5 tight turns of the rope, with equal lenght. I loved the feeling of having my balls bound, it's indescribable! My blood started to rush, I got warmer, more submissive, eager for the next instruction to be bound!! Then I passed the ropes under my balls and through my shoulders, pulling on my tightly bound balls! That little bit of pain made my senses more acute, my face warmer, my dick dripping with precum! When the Mistress was satisfied with my pulling, She told me to sit on the bed and tie each end to each big toe. I hurriedly tried to do my best! Getting a way to secure the rope! I started to jerk off, clompletely over my head in the pleasure! The pain mixed perfectly with the sensation of jerking and it hit the spot in a way that it never had before! Each time with more pressure in the feet, so the pain would be stronger and I didn't go over the edge. The Mistress told me to take  ce cube and put it in my mouth. After a bit, told me to put it in my ass. It felt completely different of anything I tried before. The cold sensation made my body retract and twitch. Afterwards, I continued jerking off, until I slapped my balls 5 times, each making my body breathing faster and my body jump a bit. With my balls still aching I got up and tied the rope to a weight instead of my toe. To be honest I was scared of injury but I tried to be an obedient sub! I did as told and After a bit of jerking I had to pick the hanging weight to my knees and let it drop. It wasn't hard and the sensation is fantastic! Jerking while focusing on the pain left me much closer to the orgasm! But after was on balls level. The pain was significantly higher, but I let it wash over my body while I appreciated the feel of satisfaction and pleasure that started on my cock, mingled with the pain and made me light headed and moaning like a bitch in heat! After a bit, Mistress told me to jump and then jerk 15 times and repeat. I nearly fell sometimes, because I was so concentrated in doing it that it was very likely for me to cum or miscount the jerks! The pain in my nipples was far away in the back of my head, but almost pleasureable now, just a bit of a rough tease maybe. Then came the bellybutton drop. And I was scared to rip my balls. First because I never did anything so hardcore, second, because it was a big fall! My fingers didn't really answer anymore and I convinced them to drop. It was the biggest pain I felt on my balls other than a kick. And it was a fantastic rush! My dick was harder than ever, even with the pain, and jerking off proved more overwhelmingly good than difficult. Then came the second drop and my fingers still didn't move, I was shivering and hoping that I would have more self control, even if I did fear the pain! After a bit of going back and forth, I let it go... The same pain, the same pleasure when jerking, close, to cumming even. Then I was ordered to jump and jerk again, with me moaning all this time... After some more ball torture, I was told to sit on the bed and cum on my belly while I twisted the clothespin on my nipple. It was a fantastic release and I was spent! And so satisfied! I kept there, cum dripping on my cock and belly, talkinh with my Mistress for a bit, it was awesome!

4th Session

My fourth session

This session was yet again, a bit different than the others. It started when I shaved my ass, my armpits and my cock. I then started to take pictures and send them to my Mistress. It was a very enjoyable evening!AAlthough it was a problem to shave my ass, it is difficult to reach, sensitive and it was my first time too... It didn't get silky smooth like a pornstar, but I'll get there, eventually! The armpits and cock are more fun to do and easier as well, I took several pictures of "haircuts" for fun, but none of them were really good, so I didn't send them...

There is something about pictures of me naked that make my body tingle... Anyway, it was time for an inspection. I opened my webcam and started to exhibit myself when my Miss started taking snapshots of me and sending them. Without prior warning. As I saw the messages, my cock began to rise and harden, while my libido started to go up. For a good half hour I had Mistress take pictures of me whenever she wanted, and sending them back to me. It drove me crazy, I made every effort to find the most suitable positions and the best angles so Miss Celine could se me completely exposed. Just thinking about it made me hard... Anyway, after several pics, Mistress noticed that I needed to stretch my ass, so I brought a small cilindrical thingy and a hairbrush, as well as oil. With my ass in zoom mode, I put a finger in and pleasured myself with that finger... Then two... In and out, just like my Mistress wants me to... Me semirigid cock starts to twitch, but just slightly... Then, the thingy! Oh, it was so much better! My cock rises and I start to moan  a bit, but it feels good against my prostate and opening my ass, all while Miss took pictures of my pleasure! With the hairbrush ot was a bit more difficult. I was lying on my back, legs up and apart, while having the camera in my hands, so it was a bit challenging to get my p-spot, but I managed. After a good round of fucking and seeing my ass stretch and twitch, I got on my knees while sitting on the hairbrush. It's such a great position, you can fuck and control the movements while jerking without problems at all. I started to heat up even more and my breathing became a but ragged... Mistres then gave me 120 sec to cum. I got so excited, rocking back and forth on the hairbrush and then jerking furiosly! My pc muscles began to clench and my body released another massive outburst. My belly, my hands, my webcam and the floor were covered in cum, while I still rocked a bit on the hairbrush after the orgasm. The photos were great I think, but unfortunately, I don't think Miss got my orgasm, it would be nice to have one of that. Oh well, next time maybe!

3rd Session

My third session

For this session, Mistress Celine had a very interesting idea. And she kept me in the dark until the last moment. As usual, 2 hours prior our appointed time, I did not resist to edge. I had far more important and urgent matters to attend, but no will nor concentration for it. Besides, my work is closely related to the computer, so I will always fall prey to my desires. The session was intense and I was very edgy and horny and, above all, extremely curious. The only words I had as a clue were "humiliation" and "shy".

The clocked ticked and the arranged hour arrived. Naked, erect, anxious and horny I received a message from my Mistress. The orders were as follow: open the cam at chaturbate and be naked on public chat. After the mission was acomplished, my half erect, precum dripping cock standing for exhibition, Mistress ordered me to install TeamViewer. For those who don't know, this is a program that enables one to remotely access anothers computer with a certain degree of security and control. I obeyed. After She accessed my pc, I was told to oil my cock, masturbate and watch Her open every folder, see through my internet historic, read my documents,  my hidden files, porn, pictures, videos, everything. I must say: what a ride! Some kind of barrier broke in me. Although I had disappointingly not much (I am very good at cleaning my tracks), two bondage dick pics of me, as well as my favorite porn sites, categories and videos were shown by my will. The search was extensive, all the while I jerked off my oiled cock in a public wecam chat, exposed and horny for everyone to see, while I submited to Mistress Celine. I never felt such a rush. The feeling of being completely exposed in front of someone, by you will! What a rush. Never beforr had anyone known so much about my perversions, my deviant preferences and pleasures. I really feel connected to my Mistress now, because she did not turn her back on after knowing my perverted and twisted side. No one else in my life would do that. Not my parents or family and certainly not my sexually idiot girlfriend! I would never believe that the person who I could open up with would be found online. It was a relief to be heard, to be known how deviant as I and being appreciated by it.

I need not say how big the cumshot was. The jet of thick cum soaked ny chest and face, as well as the floor and table, dripping of my semi riggid cock. My Mistress kept the pics as a souvenir, which I hope, will provide her with nice memories of this session.

2nd Session

My second session

After my first session I really came to trust Miss Celine. I was very eager and less nervous than the first time when I prepared for this second session. But don't think I was less excited! On the contrary, my body ached for the "touch" of my Mistress!  Finally, the so awaited sound popped. The Miss was online. I scrambled for my stuff, counted everything twice. Triple checked everything... Again. Then I called.  We started in the best way I can think of: by tying my balls. 4 turns. My cock swelled and pulsed while I felt the rough fabric of the shoelace tighten around my scrotum, feeling my balls secure and constricted. Then, by Her command, the oil started gliding down my cock, while I spread it slowly over the skin and head. Needless to say, I was completely in the sub zone. If I had to compare it to something, it's like I am slightly drunk, lightheaded, acritical. Almost like I am in a dream. I started to jerk and the Miss worried about my stamina. All in all, it was two and a half hours of edging. That's not a small number. But I swore to preserve the cum where te Mistress wanted it, no matter what. I have to confess, this thought was more dangerous to that promise than anything else. After I was really lubricated and ready I was ordered to take the tobasco. To be honest, I was very anxious... Last time had been... Well... Overwhelming... But this time I wasn't so nervous about side effects so I could relax and enjoy the hot, burning feeling in the tip of my slippery cock. But this evening had all kinds of surprises in store for me. The bottle of vodka. I thought about the need of vodka for this session for several days. Would I drink it? Would I pour it over me? Not in me, right Miss? Why not rum or whiskey or water or wine? Why vodka? Well, I was goind to find out soon enough. I picked up the bottle and showed it to the Mistress. She accepted the tool I prepared. Next, she told me to sit on it, so that my balls would be in contact with the freezing cold glass. I hesitated ever so slightly. Not because I was afraid, mind me, I was expectant. Even relieved. I started looking forward to that sensation. the cold in my balls. How would it be? The adrenaline kicked in and I hurriedly put it beneath me, siting on my balls, crushing them between the iced glass and my burning cock. Soon enough the pain spoke louder than the pleasure of discovery and I changed position for a more manageable one. Then, Miss celine toyed with me, with my cock. I was indulging myself in her fantasies, in her desires. My body was tingling with pleasure and my skin sensitive. The clock marked 45 minutes into the session. I was constantly on the brink of my limits, caressing and teasing myself for the pleasure of my Mistress. She told me to stand up and slap my balls with the bottle. And again. And one more time. Then from another direction. Then in another position. It hurt. A lot. It was so good... My face contorted itself in pain, but there was no hesitation, no regret, no resistance, I was Hers then and I loved it, I needed it. There was nothing I couldn't do for Her, for Her pleasure. And so I bashed my balls with the bottle as I felt the sensation go up in my stomach and becoming stronger, as my hard on intensified itself on my submission. The Mistress appreciated my obedience. It pleased Her.

And we're back to the jerk off instructions. I never quite experienced JOI like Mistres Celine gives. It's like she knows me better than I do. I follow her instruction to the letter, my muscles almost giving out from the continuated pleasure, my mind going blank. When the clock marked a little bit over the hour, I got permission to cum under precise instruction. But I failed my Miss, I couldn't spurt like she wanted no matter how I tried. Being the attentive and fabulous Mistress She is, Miss Celine gave me an alternative. A countdown. I jerked furiously to meet the deadline. I let myself completely go into the pleasure, held nothing back. Exactly when the count hit zero, cum started spurting out of my cock. In volumes. It flew everywhere: my face, my hair, chest, stomack, legs, floor, computer, couch... Seven long, thick, warm streams of jizz shot in one of the most earthshattering orgasms I've ever heard of. There was no porn that even came close to this amount of cum. Real cum, no tricks, no acting, real sperm. My Mistress was very satisfied, while watching my still rigid dick ooze out the last cum remains on the floor that I was to exhausted to clean up. We still talked a little bit more. All in all, the session stopped at the 1h20 mark. I was quite proud of that. Of my stamina, obedience and making my Mistress happy. Miss still wanted to make me cum again. Unfortunately, real life came between what I wanted and what could be done. I told myself: "next time, maybe next time".

1st Session

My first real session

Up until this point I was actually in control of the sesiions I made: I don't have this, I don't have that, I gotta go, etc. This was the first time I felt I didn't have a security net under me. Mistress had been clear: get tobasco, clips, lube and a shoelace. Be ready at 9 and have time for a long session. This wasn't a chance encounter, this wasn't a simple and pleasant chat, this was it: my first act of actual submission without safety net, this time I would do as told, till the end. I was very excited and very nervous for this. As expected, I had a few days of abstinence to heighten my sexual capacity and was looking gorward to release, which I hoped I would have. So, very covertly I got everything ready and arrived at my place for the show. I took a shower, got a towel, took the things out, prepared the pc and webcam, tested everything and got online. Waiting for your partner to show up is usually stressing enough, especially when you're going to be experimenting with probably some pain. But doing that naked, oj public chat, anouncing that you're ready, that you are a sub takes things to a whole new level. Some people came by, I chatted a bit, and then I got the message "Mistress Celine entered the room". I'll be honest, my dick twitched. It twitched rather violently. My fingers almost trembled when I hurriedly typed hi and hoped she  change her mind. She was very polite and caring as always. Then she asked if I had everything and was ready. I kept the chat open and public. If you want to know, it makes a difference, a big difference.

At first I was told to tie my balls. Then, a bit of joi and edging. Then I was asked yo put the clips on my nipples. I got to say, I'm not super tolerant to pain, but I got it with a shovel in my mouth once and I could take it pretty well, but this was way too much. The clips were too strong and actually made my nipple bleed a little. At first it was a matter of actually being able to put the clip, then, I couldn't hold it there. Mistress suggested that I put a bit of paper so it didn't hurt so much and I could actually tolerate for a while, before noticing that something was wrong. I must say: I lked the sensation of jerking off while feeling the pain on my nipples. It was very satisfying and entrancing. But I still have too low of tolreance, after a bit I couldn't take it anymore and asked my Mistress to take it off, because it was bleeding a little. She was very nice to me and allowed me to take it off. Then, she edged me a few more times, in different ways, and asked me to put some tobasco on my hand. My heart started beating wildly, my throat dry and my hands shaked. I was really afraid that I wouldn't be able to take it but I made sure my hands didn't hesitate. Then, Mistress told me to rub it on my cock head. I obeyed. To be honest, I was relieved when I only felt a slight warm sensation in my cock head. But that didn't last long. She then told me to slowly jerk my cock head with lube. Still nervous, but more controlled, I happilly obeyed. Then it started to burn. A little at first, but then it got unbearable. The more I jerk off the more it burned, but I did as told, like a little good boy. I wanted to do as told, to obey. And I did but soon I started begging. There was no pleasure, I was riding the burning sensation. Surprisingly, I was able to cum on command, and quite a lot at that! The cum spurted of my cock several times, making a large poodle on the wood floor. My knees bucled and my muscles gave a little. But there was no orgasm, just the  relief of the blue balls and the satisfaction of being an obedient sub. I must say I really enjoyed the whole session. It made me look forward to training. The satisfaction of my Mistress was palpable and a sense of acomplishment filled my chest. In the entire session never I stoped feeling exposed, vulnerable, submissive. I don't think I can get without that rush, to deliver voluntarily my free will and put it in someones hands. And I think Mistress Celine is the right person to do it. I hope she agrees.

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