Dear internet

please can i have a woman who will do this to me

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Recently i have been dreaming of being submissive to a dominant woman. Someone who would overpower me and tie me up. Strip me naked and make me wear her nickers. She would spank me and slap my cock and balls whilst teasing me and degrading me verbally. 

She would take great pleasure in shaveing my cock and balls. grabbing me by the cock and telling me how pathetic i am and how easy i am to control. Then she would take out some more rope and tie  it around my balls, wrapping around my shaft. Then she would tell me how men who wear womens panties and are shave and tied up should be treated as filthy fuck whores, that they are. So  she would pull out a strapon and make me watch her put it on and lube it up. then after slapping me about the face with her strapon she would lube me up and penetrate me. She would even stroke my cock and squeeze mt balls whilst she  fucks me.

Then just as i am about to cum she would stop fucking me, slap my balls hard, and shove my balls into a bucket of ice to make my cock shrink.  When my cock is small enough she would then convince me into locked chastity and would keep the key. 

So far i have only been thinking about this, i have never tried this sort of thing and im not sure how far i rould go also i am unsure who to tell and trust with this information but if there are any women out there who like this sort of thing and would be interested in introducing me to this lifestyle . I would be most thankful if we could chat.

Thank you