I am estatic!!

I did get a response.  Later today, I'm meeting with half the interview team.  If we hit it off, first in a public setting, and then in a more intimate location, the plan will happen.

This is truly a dream come true.

I do get some privacy tomorrow, and I can play on cam.

I'm also working up the courage to actually explore some of my fantasies.  It's amazing the personals one can find if you go looking.

I found one that called out to me.  Two gentlemen, looking to fully share a woman.  Not the MFM I've done, were they take turns doing the deed, but meeting 2 guys with explicity to pleasure them simultaneously while they explore what I have to offer.

I stared at the ad for a few days, and then responded as genuinely as I could that their offer got me beyond interested.

I responded this morning, and I find myself anxious to hear back.

My fantasy is a job interview, where I answer all the normal questions, between removing my clothing as requested.  I even imagine being asked to stand, turn, and bend over, all while carrying on a conversation.  Being examined, and explored by two fully clothed men, and being completely exposed.  (as I write this, I find myself getting wet, and my nipples hardening)

From that point, I get blurry on the details. There are so many possibilities.  My version always ends with a cock in both my ass and pussy, and being pounded into blissful organism.

I may need encouragement to follow through... And I'd love to hear thoughts on it

I do like the attention in chat when i get on the cam.  So, I'm trying little things to see if I can actually show myself out int eh real world.

I gave up on bras, other than shelf bras.  It was a little chilly today, So I work a half unbuttoned cardigan to the store.  I suppose Panties will be the next thing to go.  

There's a clothing optional beach not far from me, that would be an easy way to get out and be seen.  I do like to be seen.  braless is feeling more "normal all the time, I've always slept unclothed, I may have to male a point of wearing an unbuttoned blouse  while I''m driving. 

Perhaps I'll get some pics of me, outdoors , less than completely dressed.

Yesterday, I wandered into chat during what looked like a quiet time. 

All I meant to do was type a little and see what was happening.

I ended up watching another woman get off, getting incredibly turned on and getting myself off a few times on cam.  Watching her got me me off, and the gentlemen's cams I sampled definitely gave me more intense orgasms. 

After I finished, I hung for a bit, and simply chatted.  Has me wondering if I could actually get off like that and remain comfortable in a more real setting.  That may have to be something I explore - if I ever have the opportunity.

As a matter of fact, I think I'm heading to a spot where I can cam in peace.  Right about now.

I may become a regular in the chat rooms.

It seems that when I turn the cam on, I immediately get wet.  I do hope that isn't a bad thing. 

I find myself trying things I always wanted to do.

I enjoy nipple clamps, and I've got a set with a little more pressure than I'm accustomed to.  Alone, I simply can't take the sensation - too intense.  On the cam, I'll working on "training up"' to.  I like the sensation, and the chain against my skin.

I seem to simply enjoy the sensations more while being watched.

and the things I do.  I came very close to inserting my entire fist - and I loved it almost as much as having someone do that to me.